Monday, June 25, 2012

Heal Your Enemies

A knock at the door.

"Mama, should we answer it?"

"Yes, children, answer it."

She'd been sick for over a month and hadn't been out of the house.  Inter-ethnic tensions in the community were higher than they'd ever been.  People were being killed...mysteriously.  Everyone on edge.

"It's one of them,"  the kids told her.  "Should we let him in?"

"Of course."

The man, a different race, a different religion, entered her humble Sentani dwelling.

"My child is sick.  For five months we've done nothing but see specialists.  She's still sick and our money is gone.  We don't know where else to turn.  Would you come pray for her?"

"Don't go Mama!"  The kids clung to her.

Deceit.  Conspiracy.  Treachery.  The air was thick with the fog of these...and he was one of them.

"Live for God.  Die for God."  With these words she left her home and went with the man.  For four days she prayed for his child.  At the end of the fourth day, God healed the child.

"With Jesus, there is always hope,"  she told the father and returned to her children.

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We're rich.  What else can I say.  Every Sunday we get to sit in church and hear people get up and share stories like this one told by a Sentani woman in obviously frail health this morning.

I can't imagine two worlds more different than the world I see here in Papua, and the world Jesus saw around him in Palestine two millenia ago.  But the words that he spoke on a long-ago hillside in Palestine are being followed by a few simple people out here in Papua...including a mother in poor health who is following this Jesus down a narrow path.  He spoke on that hillside.  He still speaks today.  He says,

Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you

Thursday, June 21, 2012

Denial

Denial as a coping mechanism gets a bad rap.  It works for me.  And apparently the apple doesn't fall far from the tree in these things.  Cameron stepped on a broken bottle at the beach and needed stitches.  One dose of denial (in the form of an Asterix & Oblelix comic while you're being stitched up) = two shots of novacaine.

Thanks Luke & Dr. Di!

Saturday, June 9, 2012

A Free Man

I am not a free man, but I wish to be.  Free of myself.  Truly free.

     Free to live as a stranger in this world.

     Free to be poor.

     Free to be content.

     Free to be self-forgetful.

     Free to acknowledge my failures.

     Free to return a blessing for a curse.

     Free to be angry at injustice others experience.

     Free to love those who do not love.

     Free to believe that prayer works.

     Free to love my fellow man, not fear him.

     Free to learn from those who oppose.

     Free to be unknown.

     Free to be unoffendable.

     Free to walk in the opposite direction.  Meekly.

     Free to rejoice at the blessings others receive.

     Free to have courage that fears God.

     Free to weep with the pain others experience.

     Free to work in obscurity.

     Free to believe that God really can do the impossible.

Free to tell others about this Jesus...the One setting me free.


Sunday, May 27, 2012

Choose Your Heroes Well


The river led us up into the Star Mountains
My boots were new, shiny and above all, dry. They recoiled at the sight of the massive mudhole that materialized out of the shadows on the trail ahead.  Rats.  But wait, this might be doable.  I gingerly placed my steps on the few rocks that poked out of the muck .  Bram sloshed up from behind, laughing.  “Give it up Nate.  You’re going to spend the rest of the day with your feet in the water!” he said, happily plowing a wake through the mud.

Bram speaks truth.  He's done this particular trek through the jungle countless times.  The vast majority of the next five and a half hours of walking were spent with our feet in a pristine jungle river that flows swiftly out of the Star Mountains.  We crossed the torrent so many times I lost track.  Each time two sure footed Papuans unobtrusively placed themselves on either side of me, waiting for me to fall.  I didn't disappoint them.  My only source of pride was that, by swiftly sticking my arm straight up in the air, I always managed to keep my camera out of the water.
This was on the trail...not in the river.

For the last hour of the hike we split off from the main river, but our soggy feet found no reprieve as we followed a smaller stream through a deep gorge.  Finally we left the wet behind and began climbing a steep mountain wall.  Emerging at the top of the bluff, we saw what we had come to see: a 1000 foot stretch of ground that immense toil had hacked out of the mountain. The rough shape of an airstrip.  As I pulled out my clinometer to measure the slope, Bram crested the cliff and stood beside me.

“Let’s pray, Bram.  If the slope here is greater than 15%, this won’t work as an airstrip and the people’s incredible labor will have been for nothing.”  We talked to God for a moment.  I feared the worst as I sighted the top of the airstrip through the clinometer.  I showed the reading to Bram.  14%.  He literally jumped up and down, shouting his joy.
The little airstrip that could.

To ensure that our feet wouldn't dry out, it began to rain.  We trudged up the slope of the airstrip to the shelter of the lone hut where we would spend the night.  An old man hobbled down the airstrip towards us.  We met halfway and he embraced me, weeping.  His name was Paulus.  As we stood there in the rain, others surrounded us and they told me his story.


An honor.
In 1977, Paulus set his people free.  His people had never known anything but a fearful world controlled by powerful evil spirits and full of murderous enemies.  That year an entire village had been wiped out by a neighboring tribe.  But in that same fateful year, Paulus and others heard of some very strange happenings several valleys to the south.  Intent on seeing for himself, he left his area and hiked south through the mountains until he encountered a missionary who told of an almost-too-good-to-be-true path to relationship with the Creator.  Somewhere in his soul, Paulus knew what he was hearing was true.  He stayed on in that foreign valley for some time, continuing to learn about this new path.  Eventually he attended a newly formed Bible school there.  He then hiked back to his area, bringing this good news with him.  Paulus spent much of the rest of his life faithfully trekking throughout a wide area of mountains, rivers and thick jungle, bringing this message that brought peace with God, peace with enemies and freedom from the tyranny of the spirits.  “He’s the one who brought the Gospel to us,” the people told me.

“And now,” he said to me through his tears, “I am old.  But before I die I have one last prayer and that is that my home village, the most isolated of this area, would finally have an airstrip.”

I turned to my colleague Tim who was now standing beside us.  “Here is a real missionary if there ever was one.  Some day we’ll meet him again, and I think he’ll be standing in a place of honor, next to the other Apostle named Paul.”

Choosing one’s heroes is dicey, but I don’t hesitate to call a guy a hero who has served God in complete anonymity in one of the harshest, most remote environments on the planet, eking out a living from his gardens and trekking weeks to bring peace and freedom to his enemies.

Then there’s Bram.  He comes from a Christian family 2000 miles away on the island of Java.  He felt God clearly call him to serve as a missionary in Papua.  His family wouldn’t hear of it.  Even his church told him not to go.  So with no backing and $200 in his pocket, he left everything he knew behind for Papua, and hiked into this remote area to love these people and teach them more about the God Paulus had introduced them to.

“Mathew 6:33 is true, Nate.  Four years later I still have that $200 in my pocket.  God has provided for all my needs as I’ve served him out here.”

Bram and Paulus.
Bram is the answer to Paulus’ prayers and, humanly speaking, he’s the reason that these people will get an airstrip.  During our three days together in the jungle, I can tell that the love between Bram and the people of these mountains is mutual and genuine.





When I left my home country, my family, my church and a host of friends were solidly behind me.  Bram left with his church telling him he was doing the wrong thing, with his family hoping he’d soon run out of money and be forced to return home.  Comparing ourselves to others is a generally unhealthy sport, but I can’t help but be humbled by the contact I have with missionaries like Bram and Paulus.

That night I didn’t sleep a wink, and it wasn’t due to the cockroaches crawling all over me (“Don’t worry,” says Bram, “if they crawl in your ears, I’ve figured out how to get them out.  I shine a flashlight in there and they crawl out towards the light.”)  The cockroaches, while unnerving, are a quiet lot.  The people of this mountain are quite another matter. They are so excited by the news that the airstrip site will work that they dance all night.

All night.

Right outside the hut.



Monday, April 30, 2012

Swapping Addictions

Interesting little paragraph in John's twelfth chapter.  Apparently, even some of the Jewish elite were overcome by the evidence and believed that Jesus was the Son of God.  They got their feet through the door, then those feet got cold and they beat a hasty retreat to the known and the comfortable.  John tells us that they knew that following Jesus would cost them their synagogue cards so they kept quiet.

...for they loved praise from men more than praise from God.

Praise from men.  We are absolutely addicted to it.  And like good junkies, we want our friends to be addicts too.  When we find someone who in earnest doesn't care what the elite think of him, well...just one thing to do: rally the mobs and crucify him.

Praise from men.  Its tentacles are so deeply wrapped around our souls I don't think that any of us can see how insidiously our motivations for doing the right things are corrupted by our heart's addiction to the praise of men.  Why do we work so hard to prepare a great sermon?  Why do we help the little old lady?  Why do we lead worship?  Why do we give to the poor?  Why do we avoid external sin?  Why do I write these blogs?  I'm afraid of the answers to those questions...but I know that for myself, too many times the praise of men, at least in part, fuels my actions.

But hang on a second.  There's something else here.  John's words hold hidden treasure.  These men loved the praise of men more than praise from God.

Praise from God?  Is that possible?  Can we even dream that the God who created the universe might find occasion to be pleased with us?  Can we go there?  What if we dared?

In daring, I find hope for my wandering heart and a breathtaking source of strength for obedience.

It seems that John would be telling us not only that praise from God is possible, but that we should love it.  Pursue it.  Crave it.  Now here is something that can fuel a passion to follow Jesus even at great personal cost.  The thought that by submitting to the Spirit of God, following where He leads, I can hear Him say well done! ... this is nothing short of life-changing.

And, it might even be the way out of the praise of men addiction.

Friday, April 13, 2012

Skipping The Coronation

(My apologies for the prolonged absence from the blog...I do this in my spare time with my leftover energy, both of which have been in short supply of late.)

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Meandering through the riches of the Gospel of John.  Chapter six of John's story relates two of Jesus' most famous miracles.  First, he feeds a whole mess of people with a couple of fish and a few pieces of bread.  Then, he walks on water.  Some folks who experienced these amazing events firsthand are convinced that Jesus truly is the Son of God (and later, Jesus tears into others for seeing these miracles and not believing).  Sandwiched between these two never-to-be-forgotten miracles, we have a bland little sentence which, after a bit of reflection, strikes me as not so bland:

Jesus, knowing that they intended to come and make him king by force, 
withdrew again to a mountain by himself.

They're going to make him king, and he'll have none of it.  In the prologue to the film, The Fellowship of the Ring, Tolkien's words are paraphrased as follows:

Nine rings were given to the race of men, who above all else desire power.  

Jesus, by this time was a very public figure.  Public figures, at least those from the race of men, do not walk away from being made king.

Multiplying food and walking on liquid convinced some that Jesus was not purely from the race of men, that he was indeed God with us.  Having the laws of nature bend to his whim is proof positive of Jesus' deity...but so is this stunning display of incorruptibility.

I wonder how many humble and passionate followers of Jesus have wandered from the narrow way when the crowd has made them king.  For those of us involved full time in Christian work the almost absolute rule is to say yes to any and every opportunity for upward mobility.  Our Master's example ought to at least make us pause...and maybe even occasionally slip away and skip the coronation.

Thursday, March 8, 2012

Green Arm Bands and The Words of Job

I wanted to post a pic of the wicked-cool scar
but it probably wouldn't get past the censors.
Some of you know that I've been in a hospital in Singapore since Tuesday letting the docs give me a wicked-cool scar across my neck...all in the name of taking out my wayward thyroid.  The troublesome organ had a tumor and some other growths in it and it was just time to kick it out of the house.

They band you up in these places like a migrating waterfowl.  The white one reminds my anesthetized mind who I am.  I forget what the orange one is.  The green one classifies me as a "high fall risk".  Translated into real terms, this means you're not allowed to go to the bathroom by yourself because they think the drugs they've given you, so that you will feel no pain, may make you keel over and bump your head...thus causing you some pain.  But what are we worried about?  You're full of narcotics so it wouldn't hurt, right?


High fall risk.

Isn't life simply one extended high fall risk?  We're all standing on the cliff of eternity...we just don't sense it most of the time.

After a couple days of waiting for results, the surgeon just came by to let me know that the biopsy on the tumor was clear.

I guess I had been preparing myself for whatever road the Lord wanted to take us down...but I really, really didn't have any desire to veer down the cancer road at this point in life.

I have no idea how I'd have reacted if the news had gone the other way...but all day I've been chewing on the words of Job:

Though he slay me, yet will I trust in him.

What a thought.  This world is not my home...just passing through in the arms of Jesus...if he takes me now, so be it...you want me to question his judgment?  What peace there is in not having your roots down in this transient place.

Saturday, March 3, 2012

Praise

Reading in the Gospel of John these days.  This morning I came across the following laser sharp words that Jesus directed at the religious establishment of his day:


...you accept praise from one another, 
yet make no effort to obtain the praise that comes from the only God?

When I consider the different groups of people that Jesus engaged and I try to figure out which group I would fit into, I'd really like to hope that I'd fit into the 'disciple' group, but I have a fear that drives me to conviction and watchfulness that I'm on the edge of falling into the 'religious establishment' group.  Two thousand years ago, Jesus spoke those brutally loving words to the guys who had the most to lose.... and I can easily imagine him speaking them to those of us entrenched in organized Christianity today.

We commend each other heartily and are delighted when our peers think we're cutting edge, latest-thinking, missional people of ministry.  But how often do we actually set policy, shape vision and apply resources with the specific goal of hearing God say "well done!" ?

Guilty as charged.  And again grateful for the powerful, penetrating, life-changing Word.

Saturday, February 25, 2012

Impostors

I rarely learn anything of lasting value from success.

Not that success isn't an accomplished teacher, it's simply that she generally teaches me the wrong things.  Victor Hugo wrote these profoundly insightful words:

Success is a very hideous thing.
Its false resemblance to merit deceives men.

Unfortunately, when I sit in the classroom of success, I'm quick to learn and easily deceived.  After meeting with success in an endeavor, behind a humble face, my prideful heart learns the wrong things:

  • So, I am something special after all...at least, this finally proves that I'm better than that guy over there.  
  • I'll betcha I can pull this off again.  This time, since I now know what I'm doing, let's skip the whole prayer part.    
  • People are giving me credit for this success...they can't all be idiots, maybe it really was me that has made this happen.
  • This success kind of rebalances things for me, right?  I don't really need to keep seeking God's help in those weak areas of my life...success covers a multitude of sins.
  • Wow, is applause ever underrated!  Who knew?  I could get used to this.  Let's see, what could I do to top that last one?

Spiritually, I've learned far more from my failures than from my successes.  Defeat tends to keep me humble, teachable, broken and dependent on my Creator.  In the past, I've told guys I've been mentoring that spiritually, success is your enemy, defeat is your friend.

There's a lot of truth in that...we need not be terrified of defeat and we need to be extraordinarily wary when we meet with success.  Recently, though, I've been thinking a lot about the fact that I can also learn the wrong things from failure.  Kipling famously wrote in his poem If:

If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same...
...Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it

Defeat is also an impostor, and we can learn the wrong thing from him.

For one, defeat does not necessarily mean you are on the wrong path.  It could mean that you are smack in the center of the path that God wants you on.  Neither does meeting with failure mean that God is displeased with you.  It could mean that he didn't avert the current disaster precisely because he so delights in you he's given you the gift of a failure to keep you close to him...to keep you from wandering off like I do when I encounter that other impostor named Success.


Thursday, February 16, 2012

The Gift


Coming back to Papua this time, after losing Paul four short months ago, was completely different than the other times we've returned to this place after being gone a while.  I found myself wondering if I’d still have the joy that I’d had in the past, if fear would gain a foothold, and what would the team would be like without Paul's always-smiling, encouraging spirit. 

Always great to see Piato...
this time sporting a utilitarian nose piece
God, in His mercy, didn't make me wait long for answers.  My first flight back in Papua was a pure gift.  Another of our pilots, Mark Hoving, was given the task of flying with me to knock off eight months of accumulated rust from my flying skills.  We set out from Sentani in the early morning with four passengers.  Our first stop was the village of Dofu, a red dirt hillock sticking out of the vast swamp two hundred miles to our west.  There, we dropped off two of our passengers: Jerrett and Courtney, two pilots from our team who were going to hop in a canoe and head downriver to the village of Wahuka to help Isolde, a fifty-something German widow-turned-missionary to the Kiri-Kiri people.   

After bidding the guys a safe trip, Mark and I piled back into the airplane with our two remaining passengers.  Steve and Carolyn Crockett are returning to the Moi tribe in the X-Ray valley to teach the Moi believers the newly translated book of 1 Corinthians.  Steve tells me the timing is perfect: the young Moi church is facing many of the same issues that faced the first century church in Corinth. 

On the ground in Daboto there's a warm reunion with Piato and the rest of the Moi.  Among the crowd at the airplane are two patients.  One, a pregnant woman who can barely walk, is doubled over in pain.  Another is a young boy whose urine looks like pure blood (most likely a complication of malaria called blackwater fever).  We fly these two to the coastal town of Nabire for medical help.  Within the week, I’ve received word that they are both doing much better.

While refueling in Nabire, we meet up with the next leg of today's mission: a team of Papuan pastors and a load of their supplies—they are heading to Dofu.  As we review our pre-start checklists we hear the guys quietly praying in the back.  These humble pastors made a trip last year to the Dofu area and upon witnessing the destitute conditions of the people living up and down the Mamberamo River system, they returned to the city and moved the hearts of churches across huge denominational boundaries to help alleviate some of the suffering they saw.  Now, with over 1,000 lbs of supplies donated by these churches, they are returning to retrace their steps on the river to minister to the isolated peoples of the Mamberamo.  To see such passion and commitment among Papuan pastors, sacrificially following Jesus on a very difficult mission, is humbling...and exhilarating.

After saying our goodbyes to the pastors in Dofu, Mark is already in the airplane and I’m about to climb in, when a fellow comes running up to tell me that they've heard over the radio that there is a really sick man in the nearby village of Foitau—can we help him?  Some quick math tells us we have the fuel and daylight to pull it off, and ten minutes later we’re landing in Foitau.  An emaciated old man staggers to the airplane with his adult son.  I help him up into a seat and as I grab his arms there is literally no muscle to be felt—through his dry, worn out skin my hand feels only the thin hard bone of his upper arm.  I hope we're not too late.

Landing back in Sentani, I’m realizing what a gift this first flight back in Papua is to me.  It's as if God wanted to leave me no doubt as to why we're here.  A couple of our pilots are now out in the steaming jungle helping a German widow reach the Kiri-Kiri people.  The Moi believers are hearing 1 Corinthians for the first time.  A pregnant woman, a sick little boy and a deathly ill old man are all getting the touch of much needed medical care.  A group of national pastors is heading out into the wilds to minister physically and spiritually to some of the most isolated and forgotten people on the planet.  And all of this on a single flight.

I'd like to think that we've followed Jesus to this place regardless of whether we see 'fruit' in the ministry...so to see Him work so clearly, in a single day, through a team of deeply flawed missionary aviators and their extremely limited resources, is simply a gift from God that fans our passion for being here.